Our love has been the thread through the labyrinth, the net under the high-wire walker, the only real thing in this strange life of mine that I could ever trust.

 you’re always in the back of my mind, and in the bottom of my heart.  your voice is echoed in my mind and you never seem to escape my thoughts. i just want you to know that, i’ll always be faithful because i never want to mess up what we have, and it’s still all so shocking to me. every comment you send me is just another reminder of how lucky i am to have you there, and be all mine. you truly are everything to me, and that will honestly never change. I wish there was a way i could full out explain how amazing you are and how much i want us to last . the way you hold my heart will always mean so much to me. baby, it doesn’t matter how long you’re gone, i’ll always wait for you. my feelings are so unbelievably strong for you, and no amount of time will ever take them away. noone could ever be the things you are to me, i honestly don’t think my feelings could be any deeper. i always want us to be a sure thing, it wouldn’t matter if everyone leaves me, as long as i have you, i don’t need anyone else. loverboy, you will never understand how hard i have fallen for you. i love you baby, and i promise i always will.

nothing makes sense anymore. i cant believe you would do something like that. i love you more than life itself. but i’ve lost all faith in you. which is something i’m not sure we will ever get back.